off the wheel


Ajahn Amaro
[Excerpts from an article in Two Parts, link to original at the end of this text. This is Part 1]

When we talk about rebirth, people often think in terms of past lives, future lives—in what you could call a metaphysical way, beyond the scope of our everyday vision and perceptions. That perspective is understandable, and yet when the term “rebirth” or “the cycle of birth and death” is referred to, it is not always referring to a sequence of events over a number of lifetimes.

The Buddha does indeed refer matter-of-factly to our past lives and future lives in many instances throughout the teachings. That’s a very common way of speaking.

But when talking about the process of rebirth, what causes it and how it is brought to an end, particularly the teachings on what is called dependent origination, the Buddha is often referring to more of a moment-to-moment experience. The Commentaries tend to focus more on dependent origination as a process which takes place over the course of several lifetimes, but careful study has shown that in the Suttas themselves, a full two-thirds of the Buddha’s teachings on the subject refer to it as a momentary experience, a process that is witnessed in the here and now, in this very lifetime.

The cycle of dependent origination describes how a lack of mindfulness, a lack of awareness of experience, leads to dissatisfaction—the arising of dukkha. The first link of the whole sequence is avijjā: ignorance, not seeing clearly, nescience. This is the catalyst for the entire process. The root cause of suffering is, not seeing clearly. avijjā. If there’s vijjā, if there is knowing, and awareness, then suffering does not arise—there might be pain, but dukkha, anguish, dissatisfaction will not be caused.

As soon as avijjā is there, this leads to the fundamental delusion of subject and object. Avijjā, ignorance, leads to formations, sankhara – that which is compounded, that which is formed. When there is ignorance, when the mind doesn’t see clearly, this creates the foundation for the subject/object division. The subject/object division strengthens in the next stage of the sequence: formations lead to consciousness. Consciousness in turn leads to nāma-rūpa—body and mind. Once there is ignorance, there is the subject/object duality (a “here” and a “there”), which is like a whirlpool that gets stronger and stronger until it conditions the world of the senses.

The saḷāyatana, the six senses, are conditioned by that separation between subject and object, the knowing and the known. The spinning energy of the vortex makes it seem that seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, touching, and thinking are all personal. Once there is the substantial feeling of a subject “here” and an object “there”, this gives rise to the impression that there is a “me” who is seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, touching, and thinking. Attachment to the senses then strengthens that duality, and the vortex gains energy.

When something is seen, heard, smelled, tasted, touched, or thought about, when one of the sense organs contacts an object, that is what we call “sense contact” (phassa). Sense contact leads to feeling, vedanā. When there is phassa, there is an effect from that sense contact, a raw feeling that is either pleasant, painful, or neutral. That feeling then conditions craving, taṇhā. A pleasant feeling coupled with ignorance lead to a desire for more. An unpleasant feeling coupled with ignorance lead to a desire to get rid of. A neutral feeling coupled with ignorance is taken as a subtle kind of pleasant feeling; thus, the mind inclines toward desire, and craving rapidly escalates. If these conditions are not seen clearly, if ignorance persists, then craving leads to clinging (upādāna) and the clinging leads to becoming (bhava). As you reach bhava, what you can see is a rising wave of absorption. First of all, there is, say, a pleasant feeling. The mind thinks, “Ooh, what’s that?” and then “Oh, wow! I’d like one of those!”

Just so this isn’t too theoretical, imagine you are queuing up to get food. You see how many slices of cake there are left. As you approach the front of the queue you are thinking, “There are only three slices left and there are five people in front of me. Hmm…look at that person in front of me. Is he a cake kind of a person?” The mind sees an object; then there’s the craving and craving leads to clinging. You think, “I really deserve a piece of cake. I really need to have a piece of cake.” And then that clinging conditions becoming: “I’ve gotta have it! I’ve gotta have it!, and getting that cake becomes the only important thing in the world. Suddenly the whole universe has shrunk to taṇhā upādāna bhava—“craving, clinging, becoming.” The world narrows to that desire object. Bhava is that quality of the mind which is committed to getting its desire object. It is the thrill of riding the wave. When you see that last person in the food queue pass by the cake and you realize, “Yes! I’m gonna get it!”, bhava is that thrill of guaranteed getting, acquisition.

The peak of excitement is the moment when you know that you’re going to get the desired object. At that moment you are guaranteed to get the object of your desire, but it hasn’t reached you yet. That is the moment of maximum excitement—when you actually get the piece of cake and take a bite, from there on it’s all downhill. The moment of getting is already the beginning of the disappointment.

A. A. Milne, the author of Winnie the Pooh, makes this same observation: “Well!” said Pooh, “What I like best…” and then he had to stop and think because although eating honey was a very good thing to do, there was a moment just before you began to eat it which was better than when you were but you didn’t know what it was called.” (That was written in 1928, so he probably hadn’t yet come across a translation of bhava.)

Even before you’ve got the honey in your mouth, you’ve reached the height of excitement—this is bhava. This is becoming. And as the Buddha pointed out, living beings are committed to becoming, they relish becoming, they adhere to becoming. “Becoming” is the drug of choice. We love that feeling because at that point life is very, very simple. “I want it, I’m going to get it—yes!”

Everyone has their own particular desire objects, but in a way the specific object of desire is secondary to the actual process of desire and becoming. All of us will have particular things that we find compelling, where the mind picks that object up and gets deeply absorbed in it. What things really have a pull for you? The achievements of your children? The publication of your books? Or it could be getting any kind of affirmation. It can be wholesome or unwholesome, but in that process of bhava, the mind becomes completely absorbed, though it hasn’t quite got the object yet.

After bhava the next link in the chain of dependent origination is jāti, which is birth. This is the point of no return. Now you’ve purchased the item, now you’ve got it. Shortly after comes the bill. Having acquired the desired object, there is a price to pay. what follows is sorrow, lamentation, pain, grief and despair.

Having got what we wanted; we then get the whole package that comes along with it. If it was something pleasant, we are faced with the desire for more. If you are particularly enthusiastic about wonderful food, once you’ve eaten it you’ll find you are left with an empty plate, and you may think to yourself, “Oh! I’d better go and get some more.”

So, we end up with that feeling of despondency—you got what you wanted but then it didn’t really satisfy you, or it wore out, or it was so sweet at the beginning and then it turned into hard work. You thought it was going to be so great that you didn’t realize you were going to get all this other not-so-nice stuff with it. Thus, whatever shape it takes, whether it’s subtle or coarse, that dukkha feeling is one of disappointment, desolation, sadness, incompleteness; that sense of barrenness in the heart, feeling lonely, unsatisfied, insecure. Suddenly there is dukkha, it can happen very, very fast. The mind is caught by a sense object. There is the thought, “Oh, that looks interesting.” And there you are, you’ve eaten that slice of cake, in spite of the fact that you are supposed to be on a diet. The whole process of dependent origination can happen literally in a finger-snap.

But here we have time to contemplate the process, and see how it works. We can recognize that there are different elements to it. There are different ways of breaking free. This cycle is called bhavacakka, “the cycle of becoming” or “the wheel of rebirth.” It is called a cycle because at its end, it leaves us feeling incomplete, lonely, or sad, and the way we deal with that kind of unhappiness is by resuming the cycle as soon as the possibility of another gratification comes along.

This is how the deluded mind works—irrespective of whether the object is wholesome, unwholesome, or neutral, this is exactly how it works. The mind is caught in these cycles of dependency, cycles of addiction. With his teaching, the Buddha is trying to help us free the heart from this addictive process; the main form of which is addiction to becoming. The bhavacakka, the cycle of becoming—that is our drug of choice to which we are all habituated, whether it is becoming based on a coarse sense-pleasure, or becoming born of noble aspirations or caring for our family. The objects can vary from those which are reasonably wholesome to those which are downright destructive, but the process works in exactly the same way irrespective of the object, and if we don’t understand how it works, we are inevitably trapped in that endless cycle of addiction. The Buddha’s teaching helps us to recognize that trap and to break free from it. [Continued in Part Two: 07 December 23]

Link to the original: https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s12671-021-01621-9

2 thoughts on “off the wheel

  1. The diagram and description of the cycle with the definition of terms, certainly help facilitate understanding. I wonder if the understanding helps with the ignorance. I guess the practice is also the discovery. The deeper I get into it all the more I find myself uncovering new layers of understanding. The attachment is easy to see with the becoming (by then if this comes after clinging, it’s too late) I wonder if it is really ever too late. Probably not. The momentum is strong but the detachment is still recoverable. I am curious about the lifetimes process and how it all exists in the now.

    • As you say the practice is also the discovery, understanding gets rid of ignorance, goes without saying. I think it’s about these layers of understanding you mention, including letting go of the belief there is a self and, because there is no ‘self’ to be reborn, the ‘lifetimes process’ exists in the now… a thought is born, lives for a while and dies.

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