POSTCARD#372: Bangkok: “The doing is done but there is no doer. The principle of doerless doing must be taken up and utilized in our daily lives. Whether we’re eating, sitting, laying down, walking, using, seeking, whatever we’re doing we must have enough truth-discerning awareness to prevent the arising of ‘I’ – the feeling that ‘I’ am the doer. ‘I’ am the eater, the walker, the sitter, the sleeper, or the user. We must make the mind constantly empty of ego, so that emptiness is the natural state and we abide with the awareness that there is nothing worth having or being.” [Buddhadasa Bhikkhu, “Heartwood from the Bo Tree”]
Practical Dependent Origination, emphasis on the word: ‘Practical’… otherwise difficult to understand – the Buddha describes the confusion arising from wrongly perceiving it, as follows: beings have become entangled like a matted ball of thread, become like muñja grass and rushes, unable to pass beyond the woeful states of existence and saṃsāra, the cycle of existence.”
I found this slim book the other day, in a cupboard inside a box with manuals for electrical appliances and other stuff 20 years old or more. It must have been put here by accident – the size, maybe it got picked up along with the washing machine manual and got lost here for two decades. It was such a precious thing to have it leap into my hands again with all the memories of how things were then, discovering the study of Buddhism for the first time and how it opened up an understanding in my world that had never happened before.
“Whenever one sees a form, hears a sound, smells an odour or fragrance, touches a tactile object, or has a thought arise in the mind, the feeling of ‘I’ and ‘mine’ arises, and it can be taken to mean Dhukka, suffering, which manifests itself therefore we are caught; the mind disease is fully developed.”
Sabbe dhamma nalam abhinivesaya: Nothing whatsoever should be clung to.
“If anyone realizes this truth that there is not a single thing to be clung to, it means that there is no ‘germ’ to cause the disease of greed, hatred and delusion, or of wrong action of any kind, whether of body, speech, or mind.”
“[Thus] whenever forms, sounds, odours, flavours, tangible objects, and mental phenomena crowd in, the antibody, ‘nothing whatsoever should be clung to’, will strongly resist the disease. The ‘germ’ will not enter or if it is allowed to do so, it will be only in order to be completely destroyed. There will be an absolute and perpetual immunity.”
Usually, the ego is thinking ‘I am me,’ and ‘this is mine.’ It’s divisive and selfish. So Ajahn asks that whenever possible, we mindfully drop all claims to our Self. “If we are empty of egoism, there is no consciousness of ‘I’ and ‘mine’. We have the truth-discerning awareness that can extinguish Dukkha and is the cure for the spiritual disease.”
The cycle begins with Ignorance and ends with Aging & Death. It might seem curious that Birth is only one stage before Aging & Death, but Birth is to be understood as a momentary ‘birth’ and death is the end of the cycle. It is possible to go around the cycle in an instant.
We have to try to stop the cycle at Phassa (sense-contact) and not allow the cycle of dependent arising to take place; by sheer force of mind, cutting it off right at the moment of sense-contact. As soon as there is contact with a sense-object there is Phassa, and the subsequent development of Vedana, Tanha and so on, it happens immediately – right around the cycle. If, at the moment of sense-contact, when there is only Phassa, the cycle can be stopped, there is no arising of ‘I’, ‘me’ or ‘mine’.
If it is too difficult to stop the cycle at Phassa, we can focus on the next stage, Vedana and stop it there. By not allowing the development of Vedana, not allowing feelings of satisfaction or dissatisfaction to arise, there is no development of the next stage, Tanha (craving) and Upadana (clinging). So the cycle completes in an instant and there is no arising of the ‘I’ ‘me’ and ‘mine’.
Great post! Shows the importance of recognizing self-grasping, as your post explains for me. We can still enjoy things, but by not cherishing or holding on to this i we prevent the suffering from arising.
I’m so pleased that you recognize the value in not holding on to the “I”, and “mine”. It only takes a moment to see that truth-discerning awareness, and experience the emptiness and lightness of being. Please let me know if there’s any questions about Ajahn Buddhadasa’s teaching.
Been focusing on this theme during a home retreat (not finding the i, not finding the mind), so that’s why this teaching really resonated.
i’ll look into the teaching you’ve posted and if i’ve got some questions i’ll let you know 🙂 Thank you for your kind offer.
Have a look at the second talk, ‘Emptiness’ in the Link at the end of the post “Heartwood From the Bo Tree” I’m planning on doing the next post on that subject.
This is such a good practice….and especially now. Thank you!!!
You’re right of course, one application is the absence of self as an antidote to Trumpism
Somehow you have made me laugh about this!!! Thank you!!!!!
I hope it’s not too insensitive, I’m not American and forget sometimes I need to be careful with American feelings.
I’ve been reading more about Ajahn Buddhadasa’s ’emptiness’ and it is pure Dhamma. These last two days I’ve been figuring out how to present his words in the right sort of way – just a little editing. Have you read any of it?
No but i am going to find it! and hardly insensitive, my opinion. More like the comforting sight of a life preserver on a sinking ship.
Have you come across this WordPress site?
Yes, I think you gave me the link before. So I went over there and had a read of some interesting posts
I wasn’t sure whether I had recommended it before. My recall is no loner as reliable as it once was. Ah well.
Thank you for the effort to post these, and connect with others. I recently started posting about my time in Southeast Asia, and your posts brings back lots of memories.
Thanks Jorge for being in touch. There’s a wealth of spiritual treasure to be discovered in Asian cultures.